BCD

"Hii.. I dono nikul ynna confession n yencha gethonvar pandh ...girls are unfitt for relationships, cheaters matha panper but yenna la onthara anchene ... i am guilty for my mistakes and its just bcz of my fate Teenage uppna g like some yaanla onji relationship d etthe .. apaga yenna family side d daala complications ethiji ..secret relationship aandala i used to maintain... musth yedde d ettha... And there came turning point in my life ..where i lost my dad..kodeda kodeg enitha enik yelle da yelle thooka panpina life and family lead malthonthinna yenna pappa g incha aand ..i was literally stoned and stubborn due to shock..pappa bud poyibokka ynna nd amma na life ye change aaand ..uppon that ynna dad g bethe secnd relationshp ethnd pandh la ynk gothayin bokka .. obvioo depression was only the left option for me... Life lead malpare musth complications start aand ..ynna amma yaan ynna maama naklna shade gethonre start maltha ... musth dina ancha aayiji akalna hung bokka kucchanad we had to apart .. ynkalnane swantha illa katya ..amma orthina hardwrk orkd oryaleka aya even being a illiterate she chose to live her life only for my sake..yenkla life d determined aavod pandh aand, i should look aftr my mom in best way pandh aand ..engineering malpare opt malthe ..initially it ws hard to manage financially thn education loan malthe. Eeth matha ynna life d avondh eppnaga i couldnt tolerate with relationship.. ynk ayag time korre avondh ethiji ... yaan part time adh 8 to 10 students g evng tutions deppare start malthe to support my mom..day bi day ynk stress heccha aand .college g up and down total 80km /day malpna end of day i ws going sick... daaygo relationshp bdchi pandh aand ... same time evn my mom fell sick ..panare start malther ki nana yenna daalijji ninna yedde kelasa ninna maama nakul malpod so yepala life d ynna pudar onji haal malpodchi ..yedde d akul panya thuyina boy n madhme aala ... ynna oripadina maryadi n eela continue malppandh plead malther..now i was stuck between my relationshp and my life(mom) Musth think malth i decided to get rid of my relationship just for my life ...but this guy din listen to me ..he startd to plead .saipe av undhu ndh panre start malthe ..apaga ynna guilt heccha avare start aand ...onji kade ynna education .one side mom..one side relationshp.. onji side financial problem ... finaly i chose my mom ... matha stop malthe ..i avoided him ..i started hurting him But aye kendije saipe ancha incha pannaga i was dieng each moment ... Guys tell me frankly ynk life korna mom n select malpoda ath kode murani ynna life d bathd imp athina person g preference koroda ... dont suggst me to handle both its impossbl to me .. I feel depressed bcz of mny reasons.. my guilty to tht guy is killing me .. but amma na pathera thappunala yenned sadhya ejji Yenna maama nakul undhu relationshp oppujer mini yaan expose malthndala ynna amma n naayid kade hurt malpver.guys may comment e ponnu sari ejja onji guy g cheat maltha panvar but i din cheat him circumstances made me to do ..some point of time i feel like switching off my life is option ..but i left it like a choice ..bcz almost 70% m done with my hardship ..nana just yenna responsblities carryout malpuna time .. ayag yaan ath da bethe ponnu thikkvol but a mom can have only one child ..sadhyog ynk orthi uppod i want my own company ..dadana onji teenage time d ancha malthe but fate incha yenna life d gobbund pandh ynk idea la ethiji ..right now i want to get rid of everything Yenk yedde magal aadh eppod pndh esta undu rather than being a best girl for a guy ...just tell me if m wrong but not harsh comments hope yu ppl can imagine my situation nd understand this sister..hope i deserve my cup of tea ie freedom to live my life the way i want to .... Thankyu.. #always mOMsgiRl"